Lies

So, i met this girl yesterday. And she knows me as male and nothing else. She doesn't know anything about the transition and stuff and sometimes it feels like i'm lying to her. Like, she wouldn't be hanging out with me if she knew. But then i think i am who i am and i'm a nice person who's a bit wacky and my gender doesn't have anything to do with that... It's a weird feeling. I get it with the people who know me as female and who i haven't gotten around to telling about the transitioning possibly out of slight fear. Anyway, it's weird... But i'm getting on with it and i think i'm coping rather well, although certain family members keep "encouraging" me to go back home. It's weird, like i said before. Anyway, i'm going to meet my friend for dinner so i have to go get ready... Until next time.