Wow.

I had a great... No, scratch that. I had a brilliant day today. I'm happy. I'm peaceful and for once, I'm glad I'm here.

Another day you didn't see coming

So, i got a new tattoo. It's pretty awesome. Might post some pictures eventually. I dunno. Anyways, lately things have been feeling easier in one respect and harder in another. It's just.. Complicated. What's not, right? It's just, i was looking at some photos of me as a kid and i thought to myself "I never saw this coming." ... Well, how could i?

Why the hell did i even bother posting this?

Today has been just... Ugh, i don't even want to talk about it.

The sad edition

I want to go somewhere where i feel safe and loved... Like that's ever gonna happen. I don't think i can do this anymore. I don't want to be here and it isn't fair that I'm forced to stay.

:-(

I'm tired and i have a lot of work to do.

Distracted

I'm in a good mood today for one simple reason: I'm not thinking about anything and keeping busy. I plan on staying distracted so i won't have time to miss them, to miss him and to simply mope about because things are complete and utter shit at the moment.