It's been a very long day

I'm so confused....

A little update

I passed most of that exams so that means... No more re-takes! I can finally start doing A levels and do the courses i came to college to do in the first place! I'm actually really excited about it. Transitioning has been put on a long hold for my relationship's sake and... Yeah. Things got a little awkward tonight as we stumbled upon some photos of him and his ex... He was so completely in love with her, it makes me wonder if someone like me can even compete... Or if his feelings for me can compete with his feeling's for her. He tries to reassure me that he loves me way more than he ever loved her but it's still something that plays on my mind.... I guess old insecurities are playing on my mind... Anyways, time for bed... It's 2.38 AM!!!