Out and about

Well, now at least more than a good half of my family know I'm Trans. They reacted pretty well and i was sort of surprised. But I've been forbidden to tell the other half, who are all... Teenagers and... Well... Now exactly the worlds biggest LGBT fans, let's say. But they're gonna find out soon anyways, i mean I'll (hopefully) be starting T soon and the changes I'll go through might look a bit odd if they're not explained. But that's a bombshell to drop when the time comes. I was in the car today and i was stuck in traffic when i came across a miniature gay flag taped onto someones rear window - they had my ultimate respect because in this area being out and/or supporting the LGBT community publicly takes courage. Then again it takes courage anywhere because you always get one homophobic idiot who would be willing to show their feelings with their fists and take things one step too far... Anyway, I'm rambling. Moving on, my mum got a country-western CD for Christmas and now one of the songs is stuck in my head! Gah! .... Sorry random bit of babble there. Things have been getting tougher for me lately. I don't know what exactly is causing it. But i just don't like the way I've been acting - the way I've been feeling - and i don't know what to do about it. I suppose certain medical factors aren't helping (I'll spare you the details) but it just seems the tiniest thing gets to me way, way, way more than they used to. I don't really know what i intended to come out of this blog but I'm not too sure it worked out. I doubt no one will ever read this anyway, but.... Ah, well.