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The things that make me the happiest guy in the world should be the things that simply make me smile. The things i should view in life as petty and walk away from are the things i lash out about. My whole personality has changed as of late. Is this growing up? Or am i just going through something huge and it's simply taking it's toll? Am i becoming someone i despise? I wish i had the answers. I'm scared about taking T, I'm scared about if it takes to long - will i give up hope? I'm scared that... Ugh! Whatever. I'm sick of thinking and thinking about this whole thing. I just want to forget it. Even if just for a minute!