My thoughts

I really miss him. I can't feel anything; just loneliness and empty. I've taken down the photo's of us, i'll probably put them back, but for now i can't bear to remember what we used to be like, i can't stand to feel the loss all over again. I can't believe he has changed so much. It's almost unbelievable and i sometimes think that it can't be him standing in front of me. Because he wouldn't do this to me. But he has and... I can't stand the pain anymore.