Truth i never wanted to hear

I just realised something: Life isn't a fairytale. He's never gonna love me. This isn't some love story where i wait around and swoon over this guy for ages and then he comes to his senses and express his undying love for me. It's never gonna happen. So i might as well move on. ... Also just realised i can sometimes turn into such a sappy, love struck idiot when he is concerned. I gotta stop that. I gotta move on from my romantic feelings and just concentrate on the friendship.