I screwed up...

I honestly feel like I'm dying. I can't breathe, can't think straight. It's all too much to cope with. I don't know if i can do this anymore. I know i'm such a hypocrite in saying this right now, but if anyone out there feels the same; like you can't go on living anymore... Don't do anything stupid. Get help. Because you will regret it in the end. I knw you want the pain to stop - but it will only do that if you continue living and get through it. Alive. So live if not for yourself, then for me. Prove to me that there are people out there, strong enough to defeat depression and shit like that.