Another rant

One minute he is really caring and adorable and i just bloody love him to pieces. The next he is cold, distant and totally blanking me. I wish i knew why he is like this, also i don't wanna feel guilty for FINALLY moving on from my "romantic" feelings for him. Because i knew nothing was ever gonna come of it and it was totally killing me. I feel like giving up, not just because of him but because of everything, it's too hard. And i know I'm coming out sounding like Mr "Take The Easy Way Out" but i don't care anymore.