It's been 9 months.

Yup, a full nine months since my last blog... Can't say these past few months haven't been uneventful... heh heh. I broke up with my now ex because he put me in the hospital (long story), got with someone new who i've been with for eight months (yea, i spent about three days single lol) and it's amazing. We're planning on moving in together, getting married etc etc. It's a so much more happier and healthier relationship. I'm changing my name back to what it was and i'm not changing. I figured i was running away and... Well once again it's a long story. I was thinking about writing a whole essay on here, just to vent. But you know what? I really cannot be bothered.

It's been a very long day

I'm so confused....

A little update

I passed most of that exams so that means... No more re-takes! I can finally start doing A levels and do the courses i came to college to do in the first place! I'm actually really excited about it. Transitioning has been put on a long hold for my relationship's sake and... Yeah. Things got a little awkward tonight as we stumbled upon some photos of him and his ex... He was so completely in love with her, it makes me wonder if someone like me can even compete... Or if his feelings for me can compete with his feeling's for her. He tries to reassure me that he loves me way more than he ever loved her but it's still something that plays on my mind.... I guess old insecurities are playing on my mind... Anyways, time for bed... It's 2.38 AM!!!

-sigh-

Ok, so after breaking up with my fiancee then getting back together, then having a load of rumours about him sleeping with another girl - who was the same one that asked him out one hour after we broke up and then getting through my depression, i'm finally happy.... Why do i have to go through so much shit just to get here?! Anyways. All is good now and that's all that matters. I'm just preparing for the next bombshell to drop...

random, funny 5 minutes

It's been a while since i last published but hey, things have been happening and i'm sure you understand... Whoever you are. I don't know. I better go get ready instead of writing....

Random moment of funny

I've been thinking..... And it hurts!!

Breaking news!

I'm engaged....